KR

this feeling will never subside, be with me forever, i love you.

WAIT FOR ME..

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't wanna talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

CRY ME A RIVER

when life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations it is not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. ( ♥ )

LOVE IS ALWAYS WITH YOU.

GOD CAN DO ANYTHING

as i've grown, i've learned several things... Life is full of disappointments & people you trusted will probably let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else & there's only one way to fall; fast & hard. I've learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye & tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger & there is never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one & that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks & stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get back. I've learned the past is meant to be put behind us & we can't dwell on regrets, for what's done is done. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step & that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I've found that family isn't always blood & everyone is someone's hero. I've learned life is unexpected & that as i've grown, I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood & that only time heals. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift & that we are meant to dream for a reason. I've learned it is never too late to fall in love & that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers & everything happens for a reason

YOU ARE MY DRUGG

baby baby, when we first met, I never felt something so strong. you were like my lover and my bestfriend, all wrapped into one with a ribbon on it. and all of a sudden you went and left, I didn't know how to follow. it's like a shock that spun me around an now my hearts dead, I feel so empty and hollow. and I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you, you don't even recognize the ways you hurt me do you? it's gonna take a miracle to bring me back, and you're the one to blame. and now I feel like oh, you're the reason why I'm thinkin', I don't wanna smoke on these ciggarettes anymore. I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking, should have never let you enter my door. next time you wanna go on and leave, I should just let you go on and do it.

LIE

a lie can travel halfway around the world,

while the truth is still putting on its shoes

WORST FEELING

The worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone in the same exact second, and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. when you want everything and nothing at the same time.when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. when you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. when feelings come and go, and you can't decide what you want. It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday, and when you do, you don't know what to say. when you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. when deep down inside you know if you lose this, it's gone and it will never come back. when you know they are right beside you, but yet they are so far away. when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. it's so hard to think back to how things used to be, and look at "now" and realize that things are different, and they will never be the same. you tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

MISTAKE

There`s always gunna be that one thing youwish for but never get. That one mistake youcan never take back. & most of all, that onememory you would do anything for,just to have it again

A DAY AT THE BEACH

WALT DISNEY

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.

TOO HARD

it's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen again. but it's even harder to give up, especially when you know it's everything you've ever wanted

ALL ABOUT YOU

"It’s all about you. So every morning when you wake, before the first step that you take, just think it’s all what you make it, and you’ll make it through.."

FRIENDS

i will always be there for you, and i hope you will be there for me, our friendship can never be broken, i will remain loyal through all the good and bad, and in the end well be glad, because without you i am nothing, as you are nothing without me,we fill inn the space and lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets we will never spill, and the day your gone part of me goes too, because i wouldn't want to be here without you, best friends forever you and me, nothing can ever change that;

FIX THEM

We all make mistakes, but then we fix them

LIFES DEFINITON

Cause that`s what life`s about. It`s about the times where you lay in the grass next to someone you love. It`s about the colour of the sky, it`s about a roaring fire on a winter eve. Everybody hurts, everybody bleeds. Everyone laughs & smiles & loves. & that`s all that it is. There`s no meaning of life, it`s nothing that can be defined. It`s a matter of writing your own definition.

FRIENDSHIP

friendship is like a delicate glass. once it is broken, it can be fixed, but there will always be cracks"

I LOVE _______

do you remember when we used to lay awake watching the tvs hollow glow, its words spoke what you already memorized, i have dim memories of the godfather. do you remeber driving me home at 5 in the morning after night the kisses where never short but oh were they ever sweet, the memories are few but baby, i'll love you forever. and id wait until the end of the world.i'm here when and if you want me.

PAST PEOPLE

don't stress over people in your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future. if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort. don't make somebody a priority if you're only an option.

ART OF GROWING UP

I’m learning to master the art of growing up, and let me tell you, it's a long process. full of tripping,saying something you regret, getting grounded, blaming others for something you did, staying up late,trying to fit in, pigging out and laughing too hard. taking pictures, singing too loud to old songs, getting bad grades, fighting with parents, spending money too fast and backstabbing friends. stupid crushes and falling too fast, trying to hold onto something that simply won't last. lending a hand, giving advice, dressing to impress, trying to look nice. putting on an act, fooling no one but yourself, learning to forgive and to put your pride on the shelf. rainy Mondays and crazy Saturday nights, secret tears cried when you turn off the lights. making a complete fool of yourself in front of everyone. not taking life seriously,just having fun. life is a rollercoaster; it ain't no merry go round. there are times when it's up and times when it's down. but at the very end when you get off the ride, you realize you've had the time of your life.

Marilyn Monroe

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

ONLY ONE

you were so good to me, always there to care, you would do anything in this world for me, didn't matter, what, when, or where.. you were there. i never thought we'd part from the arguments I'd start, if I could take back the words, that I said to make you leave, i'd be down on bended knees, asking you to please forgive me. you never know what you have until it's gone, i treated you wrong, for so long. now you're gone away, but the love still lives here. I still have love for you, after all we've been through, I gave my heart to you, and baby you're the only one. there's other men than you, still they can't come close to you once I said I love you, I knew you'd be the only one.

SHIETTS WEAK

believe in your FLYN3SS, conquer your shyness

AMG

rest in paradise.

RIP to my greatest support,
i love you

CROSSROAD

there are moments in our lives where we find ourselves at a crossroads. afraid, confused, without a roadmap. the choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us choose to turn around and go back. but once in a while, people push on to something better, something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or give someone a second chance, something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream, because it’s only when you’re tested, that you discover who you are, that you discover who you can be. the person you can be does exist, beyond the hard work, faith, belief, and beyond the heartache, and fear of what lies ahead.

REMEMBER LADIES

When you look at a person, any person, remember that everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something that has changed them

MEMORY

The only reason people hold on to

memories so tightly is because

memories are the only thing that

won't change when everything else does.

...

I don't want the world to see me, 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. And I'd give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life. 'Cause sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive. And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.

MY POWER

"The past cannot be changed, the future is still in your power." - Hugh White

GG

at the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. so this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. so we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by.the people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. and sure, sometimes close can be too close. but sometimes,that invasion of personal space,it can be exactly what you need.

GET BACK

" it's okay to let yourself go .. as long as you can get yourself back."

IMA TRY

" be loyal , have trust , be honest , show respect jealousy is what makes a dumb bitch talk , i only live once thats the reason i do the shit i do avoid the bullshit , and live life to the fullest . "

CHANGE IS HARD

And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

CATCH ME

you can't make somebody love you, it'll always be no until you ask on a bad day, a simple slow song can bring you to tears there will always be that one person who makes your knees weak, stomach flutter and heart break everytime you see them, you'll always want what you can't have, and you'll never realize what you've got until it's gone, keep the pictures, they don't change, only the people in them do, you're never too big, too proud, or too strong to cry; if you want to cry, cry ;nobody will judge you from the amount of tears you've shed nobody is perfect, all you can do is accept your faults and work at them. no matter how much you care, some people just don't care back, it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it

YOU BOYY

i feel bright, when you stand near (♥)

PAST

even after everything i couldn't and can't hate you .. but you seem to hate me, i guess it was all just a joke, to you i never ment to ''hurt'' you but i really don't think i did anyways, all i ever did was love you, you said you'd be there, through anything but you weren't so i guess i didn't matter that much to you

HOLD ON

i finally learned what lifes all about, hanging on when your hearts had enough and giving more, when you want to give up ( ♥ )

SF

sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

PAIN

people are afraid of themselves of their own reality; their feelings most of all. people talk about how great love is , but that's bullshit . love hurts. feelings are disturbing. . people are taught that pain is evil and dangerous . how can they deal with love if they 're afraid to feel ? pain is meant to wake us up . people try to hide their pain . but they're wrong. . pain is something to carry , like a radio. . you feel your strength in the experience of pain. . it ' s all in how you carry it . that's what matters. pain is a feeling. your feelings are a part of

YOU . YOU OWN REALITY. IF YOU FEEL

ashamed of them, & hide them, youre lettin society destroy your reality. you should stand up for the right to feel your pain..

WITH YOU

cause if you dont dream big, whats the us in dreaming? if you dont have faith there nothing worth believing i've been to just about a million places, sunny skies everywhere and inbetween, but just to know i'm right here with you, it's the most beautiful thing i've ever seen; and how your beautiful eyes stare right into mine; and sometimes I think of you late at night, i don't know why , i wanna be somewhere where you are... ( ♥)

NO LIMIT

there's no limit to how long & how much you can care for someone. at times, we have to accept that some people are going to stay in our hearts forever, even if we aren't in theirs

POP UP

i saw your screename pop up on my buddylist and i remembered how just a few months ago. i would have imed you in a heartbeat. but all i did this time was just stare and remember the time when we used to be so close.

I WAS AWAKE LAST NIGHT

those nights you can't sleep ,
MAYBE IT`S BECAUSE YOU`RE AWAKE IN SOMEONE'S DREAMS.

YOU

KR

she talks about you, like you put stars in the sky.

FLY

teach me how to fly, when this eternity without you finally ends

DREAM

Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life and one chance
to do all the things you want to do

I MISS YOU.

i miss you when something really good happens, your the one i want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me because your the one who understands me so well. I miss you I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one who makes my laughter grow & my tears disappear i miss you most when I awake at night thinking of all the wonderful times we spend with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life

I LOVE YOU.

People so seldom say I love you And then it's either too late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you, It doesn't mean I know you'll never go, Only that I wish you didn't have to.

COME BACK

Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world . But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.

JM

It hasn't sunk in yet. I haven't totally realized that he's pushed me out of his heart forever. I'm not sure I want it to hit me fully yet because I know that when it does, I will feel pain like nothing I have ever felt before

FALL TOGETHER

I believe that everything happens for a reason People change so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself & sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together

I MISS YOU

Distance never seperates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

LOVE YOU LADIES! ( ♥ )

YEAH BITCH.

Forget every regret you’ve ever had, stop living in the past and look ahead. Just forget all the pain inside and put a smile on and move on with your life.

RIP GRANDMA

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't I hope you can hear me cause
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away Was the day I found it won't be the same

RIP. Agnes George

LIVE YOUR LIFE

Nothing in life will last forever so.. Live your life to the fullest. Drink it all down, and laugh it all off.. Avoid all the bullshit drama. Take as many chances as you can, && try to be as honest as you can. People are going to leave your life just quickly as they came in.. so never miss the opportunity to tell certain people how much they mean to you. Realize who your true friends are &nd cherish them with your life. Love like you've never been hurt && Take nothing for granted. Last of all;Never regret.. Because everything you once did, was what you wanted.

FINDING YOUR OTHER HALF

Maybe you aren't supposed to find someone who is exactly like you. Maybe you should look for your complete opposite, because they are everything you aren't. Without them, you aren't whole. That's the thing about meeting your other half. Before that, you are walking around thinking your happy, thinking you are whole. But then you realize you are nothing without them. And then you can't just go back to being half again because you know what its like to be whole.

SECRET

there are two kinds of secrets,
those we keep from others &
those we hide from ourselves.

( ♥ )

SECRET

there are two kinds of secrets,
those we keep from others &
those we hide from ourselves.

( ♥ )

I LOVE BASEBALL!

& behind the athlete you've become, the hours of practice, the coaches who pushed you, the team mates who believed in you, and the fans who cheered for you, there's the little girl who touched the ball who fell in love with the game, and never looked back."

GROWING UP

As we grow up, we learn that the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

WONDERWALL

sometimes i feel a little jealous inside imaginging someone else could please you more than me, guess its my insecurity acting up a bit ; because i know im not the most beautiful and the most amazing person youll ever meet. but i do know that no matter how long and hard you search, youll never find a girl who cares about you and loves you the way i do."

Your My Wonder Wall, I Hope You Never Fall

GOOODBYE TODAY

FUZZY STUFF

It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little peices of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

i let it go

why does it have to be so hard letting you go, you were my everything, and now i have to let you go i had you,. i thought that we were ment to be, that our love was so strong that we could overcome anything. but i guess i was wrong. and thats the hardest part about it all, knowing that i was falling for someone that i was never going to get. i fell head over heals for you and im still laying here lifeless waiting for you to help me back up. i dont want to be the one to run back to you and look desperate and needy. but i dont want to go on without you. i want you their by my side, to always be that one and only. for so long it felt as tho you had complete me. and now that your gone im missing a part of my life. you could make me smile when i was down, laugh when i was cheerless and happy when i was miserable. i cant even explain how much of an impact you had on me. youve helped me along with the realization of what love is in life, and have taught me to always enjoy everything for what its worth. i would give anything to get thru to you one last time, but instead i have to say the hardest goodbye ill ever said. now seeing you with another girl its not only heartbreaking, but it makes me think of exactly how much i didnt mean to you. i wish i was her and i wish that she would understand everything that she has with you. you the most amazing person ive ever met and you deserve the best. i want you back, i want every single thing we used to have. but its only a wish that wont become reality. i love you, ive loved you all along, and i always will ,and there truly isnt anything in the world that will ever change that.

LOVE

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. slower is better. never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. if a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". a friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. don't settle. if you feel like he's stringing you along, then he probably is. don't stay because you think "it will get better". you'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. the only person you can control in a relationship is you. avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. he didn't marry then when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? always have your own set of friends seperate from his. maintain boundries in how a guy treats you, if something bothers you, speak up. never let a man kwow everyhting. he will use it against you later. you cannot change a man's behaviour. change comes within. don't ever make him feel he is more important than you are.. even if he has more education or in a better job. do not make him into a qusai-god. he is a man, nothing more nothing less. never let a man define who you are. never borrow someone else's man. if he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. a man will only treat you the way you allow him to treat you. all men are not dogs. you should not be the one doing all the bending. compromise is a two way street. you need time to heal between relationships. there is nothing cute about baggage. deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. you should never look for someone to complete you. a relationship consists of two whole individuals.look for someone complimentary, not supplementary. dating is fun. even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. make him miss you sometimes.. when a man always knows where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. never move into his mother's house. never co-sign for a man. don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. keep him in your radar but get to know others. share this with other women.. you'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices and another woman prepare. they say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appriciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them."-Oprah Winfrey-

ME--

I`m always a mess. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. I live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. I hate thinking about reality & i`m so homesick that it`s not even funny. But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way..maybe it`s more like heartsick for all the things that i can`t get back. It`s hard for me to define myself..I guess i`m just a cliche--the girl who loved too hard & didn`t get anything in return. i don`t want to be the heroin in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.