i let it go

why does it have to be so hard letting you go, you were my everything, and now i have to let you go i had you,. i thought that we were ment to be, that our love was so strong that we could overcome anything. but i guess i was wrong. and thats the hardest part about it all, knowing that i was falling for someone that i was never going to get. i fell head over heals for you and im still laying here lifeless waiting for you to help me back up. i dont want to be the one to run back to you and look desperate and needy. but i dont want to go on without you. i want you their by my side, to always be that one and only. for so long it felt as tho you had complete me. and now that your gone im missing a part of my life. you could make me smile when i was down, laugh when i was cheerless and happy when i was miserable. i cant even explain how much of an impact you had on me. youve helped me along with the realization of what love is in life, and have taught me to always enjoy everything for what its worth. i would give anything to get thru to you one last time, but instead i have to say the hardest goodbye ill ever said. now seeing you with another girl its not only heartbreaking, but it makes me think of exactly how much i didnt mean to you. i wish i was her and i wish that she would understand everything that she has with you. you the most amazing person ive ever met and you deserve the best. i want you back, i want every single thing we used to have. but its only a wish that wont become reality. i love you, ive loved you all along, and i always will ,and there truly isnt anything in the world that will ever change that.